Date posted: 7/28/2010 1:04:03 PM
Subject: My little cat..
This is for my little cat.
Fuzz, you were the first cat we had as a couple. The first pet in our new home. You were such a tiny little grey ball when we got you and you became such a beautiful cat.
My heart is broken. You were killed on Monday night sometime, probably by a car. My worst nightmare happened yesterday morning when you didn't show up, and you were found. I still can't believe it. I see you everywhere...I hurts so much to be in the garden and the house, because you are everywhere. We buried you in a special place in the garden...you were having so much fun there on Monday. I keep expecting to see you...everywhere, we were a family, and you were part of it. I cannot stop crying and I feel like I want the world to stop, so I can go back and change the point where you were lost to us. I don't think this will ever get any easier for me....I can't wait til I can see you again.
I miss you so much little catkin, and I've cried so many tears for you and will cry many more. You'll be thought of everyday in this house and will carry a special place in our hearts.
Comments (1):
8/5/2010 9:16:13 AM
Just read your post. My heart aches for you. I had one of my 8 year old cats, Stanley, put down yesterday. He had been having cardiac problems that kept getting worse and was having trouble breathing, seizures, etc. I was with him when he crossed over and I wouldn't have had it any other way. I, too, can't stop crying every time I think about Stanley. His brother/littermate, Ollie, already misses him; I can just tell. I hope your grief, and mine, go away soon. It's so hard losing a pet no matter what the circumstances.